Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Dormant

back to the same phase...the same impending sense of dormancy, the feeling from your guts saying all is not well sans any signs of abnormality outside....the same helplessness of desperately wanting to break the shackles and doing something...and then reminding yourself there are no handcuffs per se...
its all in the mind they say...that the mind can mould mountains and crush it too...but tell me...what can mould the mind...what can season it and make it think in a particular way...the way you want it to and not go back to the past...to those moments which still tend to sap all your energy and zeal...and leave you feeling cold and uncomfortable.. wonder what it takes to leave all the present and channel your thoughts and efforts into something worthwhile..
wonder what it takes to climb out of valleys of despair and climb and cross over to the plains of hope and sunshine..where not everything is trying to put you down and out..where taking life as it comes is the norm..where living for the moment is the standard practice...
I wonder why I wonder when I wonder what a wonder...

P.S. : The first principle is that you must not fool yourself and you are the easiest person to fool.

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